A fallen leaf on a vast blanket of snow

Well, it is normal that you know a fact for sure but you could not help yourself just to dream far from the reality. Like a fallen leaf on a vast blanket of snow.

Is it to far fetched for a human to seek comfort in the realm of imagination and dreams? I asked myself, why can't I, when I know what the facts are which wounded me in a lot of way, so couldn't I sooth the ache through this?

I am just a weak creature, and  I wish for  long, long, long, sleep where I could travel to my imaginary world to my heart content. Call me stupid, but that is me......

tO wIsh a sLeEp

I am talking to myself, and come thousands of question that sometimes make hy head ache.

Do you ever have someone so dear to you? Not necessarily a lover, but anyone, your sister, father, mother, or maybe your friend? You know that you love them but sometimes you just wished to be left alone, or you try your best to be the best to them but it is just not enough?

I know life is not a life without problems, the wise thing to do is not to wish for the rain to stop but to learn to dance in the rain, but sometimes, the sound of the rain just lulled you that you wish you could sleep throughout the rain?

Sometimes, you feel like to pour your eyes out of tear, but suddenly realize that it already dries up?

Have you ever felt that you forgot something that is just you, but it seems that it never exist in your mind?

Have you ever felt that you had lost something but inconsciously you know that you never own it?

Sometimes, you just feel too tired, that you wish to sleep for a long, long time, and dreaming about a land that a least could make you taste the flavor of peace?

I call out from here, through my stupidity and ignorance, but is there anyone out there that could answer those question?

between the Heart, the Truth, and the Desire

Human are complex. I know that, but I do not dare to say that I understand it.

Human is like an ocean, we could just see the surface of it, few knows what hidden in it, would it be the rarest pearl that no eyes had ever seen or would it be empty-the impenetrable darkness? The depth of the ocean is equal to the depth of a human heart....

Sometimes, we dare to dream, we dare to wish and our heart desire for things that make it flutter like a butterfly wings.And there are other time when we just know our dream is stupid that the desire is nothing more than a fantasy that would never become near with reality. As the says goes, truth always hurt

But as a human, are we wrong to dream? If it is not how far the dream should be stretched out before it turns to madness?

prologue?

first time blogging; and not knowing what should i say. there a lot of things for me to say, but all the words are jumbled up and I can't find the string that ties them together.

I am a dreamer, so whoever stumbled upon this humble blog of mine, you could expect what a dreamer would tend to talk about. If there is something that you think you should voiced out, just post if, no matter if it is an agreement or discouragement.

This is the prologue to my blog. It's me. :)